day16

  • It’s just an epithet that I say the color of your sweater looks like a cow. It’s a blot on our relationship.

  • How to attain a state of calmness when peeing.

  • A brilliant shaft of light burst through the mine shaft. I have been captive for one month there. The incoming warmth really makes feel alive again.

  • We are only mortals. We are all designed to be mortal. We all have mortal fear of death.

  • He is bailed? Who paid the bail? What if he jumped bail and run to America? It’s crazy to bail him out. I need some time to ascertain who did this.

  • There is a bundle of things I need to do in the final days. It’s an inherent need to love.

  • The fire flickered in the wind, I felt a flicker of peace. I was swamped in this wonderful moment.

  • The Japanese’s vicious attack on Nanjing can be described as savages’ massacre.

day17

  • Preparing for the exam is a long haul. I have to sit there all the day, I need to haul myself up and take a break.

  • Why not wear spectacles? Does contact lenses make you comfortable. Maybe it’s a imperative for you to stay beautiful.

  • Americans are in frenzy now. They drive tractor to the White House to support Trump.

  • When did causal sex becomes a universal thing? Who is on earth peddling those thoughts?

  • The sword of Damocles overhead becomes a nightmare in my heart. It racked my brain, and I was racked by this ambiguity between us. Who the hell am I? I don’t know whether the change of her WeChat signature correlates to the song she shared yesterday evening. The first comment of the song, you conceal and I conceal, says it’s a story about a girl, who is still in an romantic relationship with a boy, have loved another guy. And the boy noticed the subtle change of her behavior. He choose to conceal the whole thing, so do the girl… They all choose to act like they are still a couple. I don’t get it. It’s such a disgusting story! What is the meaning of keeping a fake love? I would rather end up this fake relationship as soon as possible! True love, maybe too rare, too transient. Fuck! I have become too sensitive.

day18

  • He pitched a brick to the window.

  • The red star flag flutters with the wind. Beside it is the girl, who made my heart flutter.

  • Who ever know my plight? I am so miserable that I have become numb. She is just acting like a cunning girl whether deliberately or unintentionally.

  • I didn’t intend on doing this. I used to be intent on study, but she came and my life have changed since then. At first I have no intent to start a relationship with her. Her reaction really mortified me! I thought she liked me, but now I know she only liked someone’s unconditional accompany! But for love? Only for handsome guys! This is the real world, the mediocrity of my outlook is a big issue when trying to find love. I was so lost after that, I reconcile myself to accept the reality. I don’t know if I can reconcile with her, maybe it could happen when I don’t care about is at all.

  • Vulnerable girls